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i found a new place for myself to be real.

from the first day i stepped in the training room, i never failed to keep in mind the things that i learned from my very energetic trainer. ;) we were not taught plainly about the job we're in but also the way we treat one another and life as well. i got a new job, i got to know people who are very inspiring and motivating, i got to know myself more, and i earned a lot of friends also. i am not taking this as a job but a place where i can dedicate myself to and be thankful for everything. i never felt happier before when it comes to workplace and i always thought that working is a very tiresome responsibility. now that i am a part of a very good company with good people, (though i am not that passionate in the BPO industry) it made me dedicate myself to it and making it a part of my responsibility. i really wanted to thank all my wavemates, trainer, supervisors for all their support and for the fun that we've shared and will be sharing in the next few days/months. without these people i won't be able to realize these important things in life. these people really are the best. all your kindness guys will be treasured and will always be remembered. ;D kThanks! ;*



WIRELINE WAVE 3 ROCKS my WORLD! =D Thank You! Bow! ;)



jeaneh<3

random stuff in my head.

i was thinking of the negative things that happened to me for these past few months, but i was thankful as well because it happened. i was looking for a reason why i experienced those hurtful things but then, i realized that God gave me another chance in life. i was really thankful to Him because He put me to a place that will make me very happy and contented. He really knows what's in my heart and gave me more than enough. though i am not perfect to Him, i lied, i cheated, i never listened, and all, but He was there, still listening to all my prayers. giving me a lot of blessings and provided the things that i need. i am really a child of God. He is REAL. He listens, He forgives, He gives us another chance though how bad we are, He still gives us more than what we deserve. for that, i was making a pledge to Him that i will do my best to improve myself and show that i really valued the things He gave me. ;D

Proud to be a Cebuano

Kahit Na - Phylum

eversince this was one of my favorite BisRock songs of all time. the original version of this song was purely in Cebuano dialect, entitled as Bisan Pa. what i love about this song was the meaning of each lyric and if you're in a traumatic break-up, you can really relate to this song. i was in my highschool years when i learned to play this song in Cebuano and now i'm learning it again since it has been a long time that i played it last with my guitar. i'm actually learning the tagalog version and it still has the message. i feel really great that they haven't changed the song especially the message of it. i am really proud to be a Cebuano and for the bisaya who was able to create a song such as wonderful as this. hopefully they can bring back the proud of every Cebuanos and can still create lovely songs in the future.

The Fray - Heartbeat

i've been listening to this song these past few days just because someone told me last time. i thought that i wouldn't like this band but i was wrong. i kinda liked their type of music and it doesn't really sounded like shit and stuff. i really don't have any favorite bands but i just adored them. ;D i really do hope you guys will also like this video. this is one of their songs that i kept on listening to.

kByes. ;*

from this day forward,

i haven't blog anything for this 2012. a reason for that was, i don't have much time of updating my blogs. but i'll make sure that i can blog anything once in a while.

anyways, it's already 2012 and i am not getting any younger that means that i really need to have something like a priority or anything that would help me improve myself. i was thinking of going back to school this year as early as summer, i supposed. unfortunately, i don't have a course that i would like to take up to. i am thinking of getting Architecture, sometimes i thought of getting maybe a Fine Arts course but i am not that confident of my drawing skills. i also thought of getting a Business course just for a lighter choice. until now, i haven't decided anything yet. but i was hoping that i could make a wise decision this time. what's important is the decision i will be making.

so, while thinking of a course that i would like to take up, i will be applying for a job because one of my goals now is to support myself especially financial. in that way, i can prove not just one thing but also i can prove that i can stand on my own. i still have my fingers crossed, so hopefully i can make these things happen. ;D

#thisannoyingguy

urgh. i was feeling uneasy now because, i am so sleepy and i really wanted to take a rest but since my kuya came, i just decided to take my dinner together with them so my sleepiness was reduced. since my drowsiness was reduced, i decided to surf the net for a few minutes. there's this video/episode i watched and i must say that i really enjoyed watching it. --i was actually watching "Gandang Gabi Vice" last episode, which was last Oct.09, 2011. i watched it because i was so entertained and laughing myself out loud with the guests, like really loud that i'm telling my mom about it. i was happy because at least my tiresomeness, the stress, were gone for a moment. i have been through a rough time these past few days and i was looking for a place that i will be comfortable of. we had our home, there's nothing else feels like our HOME. it's the only place that i will be comfortable of.


so, with this guy that i am talking about is actually my mom's boyfriend. yeah, my mom's BOYFRIEND. i lost my dad already almost 12 years ago so my mom has the freedom to have her own happiness. anyways, she is still young. i actually don't have any problems with that, i don't mind her. so i have given her her freedom to love again. she already gone through a lot of relationships and most of them didn't work out. i don't wanna see my mom crying over for a guy again because i knew their story with my dad. as long as she is happy, i'm okay with that. what's important is, her happiness and not mine. i already admitted to myself that time will come and soon i'll have my own family so she will be left alone. i won't be there for her and she will need someone that will take care of her.


anyways, about the incident today, as i was saying, i was enjoying watching an episode on the web and as i was sharing it to my mom, her boyfriend was actually watching television. our television is not far from our computer, so we can hear the television clearly even though you're using the headset. and since i was sharing the video to my mom, i used the speakers instead of the headset to let my mom hear the sound. as i was turning up the volume of the computer, her boyfriend was also turning up the volume of the TV that the sound from the computer and the TV was colliding/interrupting with each other. i was annoyed because he even heard me talking to my mom about the video and it was very DISRESPECTFUL that we were talking and he was interrupting us by the volume of the television. i was really, really annoyed of what he did.


i don't care whatever he likes to do whenever he's here in the house. all i want is to have respect shown because this is not his house, even though he's older than me. we both need respect. i really respected him and i looked up to him as an uncle. but what he did today provides me with a reason not to trust him or lets just say, he was acting already like the owner and he was acting SHOWY. honestly, i don't like this guy for my mom but because of the love i have for my mom, i am willing to accept whoever she wanted to love. for this guy, he's not worthy. we are not close so he doesn't have to have an effort to greet me. i'm really disappointed by now.


i was hoping i could get a good rest earlier today but since my bedroom was our living room --because i wanted to have cooler area to sleep than our bedroom, he was there watching TV so i need to wait first for him to finish watching before i can go to sleep. i'm feeling like there's a lot of burden inside me. for God's sake, hope that he will think that this house is not his. urgh. i'm begging for rest now. oh God!